My Cowboy

Matthew,
You will never understand how I love you.
When we are apart my day cannot be perfect.
I think of you one hundred times more than I tell you.
I dream about our future even more and worry about how far it seems.
You're my best friend baby.
There isn't anything I can't tell you. Nothing I don't tell. Everything I want to tell you. And something I will always tell you.
I love you more.
I want to be your wife and stay up late at night talking in bed about the kids, work, family, our dreams, fears, love, life.
I want to cook meals for you and cry because I know they aren't good enough.
I want to be held in your arms when I am terrified, nervous, worthless, unheard, sorry, angry, and excited.
I want to dance with you at our wedding and have people amazed that we have been together for so long.
I want little kids in grocery stores to stare at us and get excited about when they get older.
I want to see your strong arms carrying our tiny daughter.
I want to see our children run around the house because they don't want double T time.
I want you to look at me every now and then and remember why you fell for me in 8th grade at Bowie Junior High School.

I love you forever.
Bianca Maria Garcia

He is HERE!!!

Papa Benny is finally in the U.S.!!!
I wish I could be there, listen to his wisdom, glance at his grace. This man is truly the closest thing we have to Jesus Christ, he is carrying on the church, when Jesus said to Peter, "You are the rock on which I build my church," this is exactly what he was talking about!
Yay!!!

He seemed to have come at a perfect time, my stress level has dropped dramatically and I would seriously consider sacrificing something major in order to even be in the same state as he.

I pray that he is kept safe and respected while on his visit. I pray his visit reinforces the traditional Roman Catholic faith, not the loose, do what you want American version. I congratulate any one that is able to be there and I pray that one day I will find a way to travel to the Vatican.

I love you Papa Benny!