Comma

I am down again. Yesterday I was content and okay. Today, right now any way I am upset. I hate this. I hate how I feel. I hate how I can't just drive because I would be breaking the law. I'd like to get dressed up and make myself look decent, drive somewhere in town to get someting new (a shirt, purse, jeans), eat an entire large funnel cake by myself, and then do whatever else comes to mind. Merely because I want to and because I don't think anyone can help me right now. I would also like to just be at home with my parents on a Saturday morning alone. I wake up and look out the front door to see them with rosaries and a prayer book sitting in those white chairs. I love you mom and dad more than I tell you. I love spoiling them. Getting my dad a cold drink while he is working on the yard, moving the fan to where it hits him perfectly, getting on to him for spending to much time in the heat, ironing his clothes, rubbing lotion on his feet. Telling my mom all of my problems, concerns, fears, excitements, joys, reading spirtiual messages to her or from her, love her like no one else, clean for her, try to cook for her.

I feel better now and I just realized that paragraph had a ton of commas,,,,,,
Thank you for reading this :)
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is any one alive out there? (titanic)

No one reads my stuff. It's sad. lol and i just like finding pictures.

Life is good right now. for the most part. I am extremely concerned about bills right now and something else

I am ready for Lubbock I think but I will hate not having him 10 minutes away at all times. we will be fine though. I love the way we love, and things have gotten so much better. I know I shouldn't but i kind of want to ask if i'm going to get something. lol. things have changed, my perspectives definitely. I used to compare him to others and now i see compare people to him. i have opened up to samy alot more. i want sam to be honest with me like he asked me to be with him. let me know if something comes up, not that he hasn't but i wonder if he would. maybe he would tell mir and then she'd tell me. the exact opposite of what he wants me to do. we're doing great though :) and i am content.

i am so relieved to finally have my ticket taken care of..and now that anxiety has been transferred to the bills that appear from no where. Lord please help me.

goodnight.