No one reads my stuff. It's sad. lol and i just like finding pictures.
Life is good right now. for the most part. I am extremely concerned about bills right now and something else
I am ready for Lubbock I think but I will hate not having him 10 minutes away at all times. we will be fine though. I love the
way we love, and things have gotten so much better. I know I shouldn't but i kind of want to ask if i'm going to get something. lol. things have changed, my perspectives definitely. I used to compare him to others and now i see compare people to him. i have opened up to samy alot more. i want sam to be honest with me like he asked me to be with him. let me know if something comes up, not that he hasn't but i wonder if he would. maybe he would tell mir and then she'd tell me. the exact opposite of what he wants me to do. we're doing great though :) and i am content.i am so relieved to finally have my ticket taken care of..and now that anxiety has been transferred to the bills that appear from no where. Lord please help me.
goodnight.
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did you know that you know my heart better than anyone alive? I love you and hopefully I'll get to stay with you!
and matt can come visit us!
Bink, I won't go through a medium if there is something between us. No matter what it is. I don't remember if I told you this or not, but there is this singular bit of advice that someone gave me...
"If you have a problem with someone at work, and you keep thinking about that problem, go home thinking about it, come to work the next day still thinking about it, then confront that person... You've had 23 hours and 59 minutes too long to think about it. Deal with it then and there and let that be the end of it."
I think that we are to the point that we can do that, if you are willing, of course. I LOVE what you wrote. I feel the same way. If ever you have anything to tell me, or there is something that bothers you, or excites you, or anything that is wrong (you or me), don't hold back... because I'll listen. But if I say something that doesn't quite sound right, ask me please... What I mean and what comes out are quite often different or just misinterpreted... jew know?
Thank you so much Bink. Your words have played a chord in my heart that I sincerely hope you can hear.
Matthew is a Lucky man. I'm sure he knows that... He must.
I Love you, Bink
SamyB
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